Do you ever wonder what your life looks like from someone else's eyes?
Don't even bother anymore..she can see right through your lies.
It's amazing, because when you're a kid, you see the life you want and it never crosses your mind that it isn't going turn out that way.
I hide a broken heart behind a laughing face, and even though I said I was over you, no one will ever take your place.
One of the hardest things in life is having the words in your heart, but unable to say them outloud.
For you, I would wait forver..but forever is too long to wait for someone who can't see what's right in front of their face.
It's funny how you still love the person, but you just stop needing them like you used to.
I used to be a strong girl. But a lot has changed, a lot has happened, and I've had to deal with so much more than any person should ever have to go through, and you know something? I finally broke. Everything around me crashed, and I fell right with it. I'm not that strong anymore..I can't handle this anymore.
Once you find happiness in this cruel world, there is always someone trying to take it away.
It seems like all of my friends have fallen in love..but I've just fallen behind.
One day all the memories, tears, and pain will go away just like you did.
You're never given the ability to wish without the ability to make it come true.
Sometimes I look at you and you seem to be looking back at me, but then you look away like you're afraid of what might happen if you stare just a second longer.
All I wanted was for him to ask what was wrong. For him to care about how I felt. For him to hug me and to hold me. And promise everything would be okay. I need him tonight..but he's not here. He always has a way of never being there.
I don't blame your mouth for saying those words you didn't mean. I blame my ears for soaking in every bit of them.
There's no way I could look in your eyes and tell you I didn't love you.
He was my first real love. The kind that happens only once in your life. The kind that everyone around you wishes they had. The kind that lasts forever..no matter how things turn out.
I gave you my heart and that's all I can give you..and if that's not enough, then I'm not enough.
Unbelievable but I believed you. Unforgivable but I forgave you. Irreplaceable but I'll replace you. Unforgettable but I'll forget you.
You ask me if I love you, and I choke on my reply. I'd rather hurt you honestly than mislead you with a lie.
You always said you were my best friend. You always said that best friends knew when the other was sad, hurt, or mad despite all the smiles and laughs. If that's true than why can't you tell that I'm crying and dying inside?
It's sad when people you know become people you knew...When you can walk right past someone like they were never a big part of your life...How you used to be able to talk for hours, and now you can barely even look at them. It's sad how times change.
You can never forget your first love, because from then on you're constantly
comparing them to all the others.
He walked me to the door, and I started to go inside..when he grabbed my hand. He said, "While I still have the chance..I want to make one of your dreams come true." Then he dragged me down the steps, looked into my eyes...his hand on my chin...our lips grazed. We stood there and kissed in the pouring rain.
On the phone a year later, he asked her if she missed him. Her reply was "I don't miss you..I miss the guy who called me every second he could. Who sat at home on Saturday nights, when we couldn't be together, thinking of me. The guy who came to my house after every fight. The guy who told me I looked like a star. That's the guy I miss. How could I miss you?...I don't even know you anymore.
Never lie, cheat, drink, or steal. But if you lie, lie in the arms of the one you love. If you must cheat, cheat death. And if you must drink or steal, drink in the moments that steal your breath away.
Promises are just excuses to lie.
And she's just lying to herself. She says she likes someone else, but she just can't admit it..she's still in love with him.
And it's killing me to know you without having a chance to hold you...when all I want to do is show you how I really feel inside. You can run to me..you can laugh at me..or you can walk right out that door..but I can't be just friends anymore.
Has your heart ever wanted to ask someone something..but your mind wouldn't let you because it was too afraid to know the answer?
Remember when friends didn't lie to you? And the worst thing anyone ever called you was a meanie? Remember when you were judged on how nice you were? And how you only wanted to hear I love you from your mom? Well, now..friends barely tell you the truth. People will call you tons of things that will make you want to break down and cry. Now you're judged on how expensive your clothes are. And you'd give up every single time your mom ever told you she loved you..just to hear him say it once.
Life's just like a treadmill. No matter how fast you go or how hard you try, you'll sometimes never get anywhere. It's like riding a fast rollercoaster blindfolded. There will be ups and downs, and you won't know when there will be sharp turns..you won't even when it'll end. Life's like a book. Every page is a mystery..but you're the one in charge of the pen. When things go wrong, life is like an hour glass. Sooner or later the sand hits rock bottom, but all you have to do is be patient and wait for someone to just turn everything around. It's like walking in the snow. Be careful with the steps you take because every footprint will show. Making a mistake doesn't matter..what matters is how determined you are to fix it. But remember, a mistake is like writing on a foggy window..no matter how hard you try to cover it up, if you look close enough it's still there.
I'm so scared of everything. I'm scared of how things will turn out when I'm gone. We may say our friendship will last forever, and I do believe our friendship is strong and will never fail cause neither one of us will allow it, but we have no control over the distance that stands between us. It scares me knowing that you are going to be laughing and smiling with someone else other than me. I can't bare the thought that when I'm sad and crying, someone else is going to be here wiping my tears from my face. And what scares me the most is that someone is going to take my spot as your best friend. I know a time is going to come soon when we have to part. But I ask myself why can't it be later and not now. Our lives are going to change once we part, and I fear that so much.
So this is when we finally learn the real meaning of change. You do the things you used to be against, you date the people you thought you never would, and you befriend the people you used to hate. You'll learn what it's like to have your heart broken, to lose a friend that truly meant something to you, and to feel as if everything is really falling apart. There will be times that your life seems so absolutely horrible it feels like it's not real. Despite all this, good things will come too. You'll make the most amazing friends that will be there for you even when they probably shouldn't. Your broken heart will heal once you find the most perfect guy you've ever met, and just as nothing else can go wrong, things will only get better. There will be the days you are so happy, and the days that you feel like dying. Drama happens, gossip goes around, and people talk shit. Maybe this is just highschool, maybe it's life, or maybe this is just what growing up is.
I want atleast 30 comments or I'm shutting down. I know that's a lot, but I haven't been getting many comments lately.
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